Let go

It is time, althought I do not like it but it is time. My niece has to go home now.

It has been a memorable 3 years plus. Since she was a baby girl, learning to crawl, mumble, walk, talk. It is just too hard to break now. She was as if my own kid. She has brought so many sweet memories. Althought there was tough time, but she tends to cheer me up whenever I am back from a hard day in office.

She could be very naughty at time but she is also gentle and kind in her own ways. Sometimes, I do wished her parents, my brother will decide to move back to Penang. But I know it is a dream. A dream that might never come through.

Now, with her just left for the last hour. My heart is torn up and emotionally I could not control myself to feel sad. Missed her already. I am trying now to stop crying. To stop feeling sad about this. But it is not easy when you have such a strong bond with the child since she was a baby. But I could not deprieve of her needs for her mum and dad. The love and attention of her parents.

I know I must let go now. I must go through this feeling of lost and emptyness.